| My xanga is pretty awesome. If xanga was still cool and I was just looking at different peoples xanga's I would think mine was pretty hot. I mean, come on, it's hot. The Giving Tree a great book. But xanga isnt cool anymore. So it doesnt really matter. But hey....whatev. |
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| what is xanga anymore? I thought xanga was it six or seven years ago. It was SO NEAT! And now....there arent enough web sites to chose from. I went to myspace and then three or four years later decided that was lame so I deleted it. Now facebook? Ugh...this world is so ridiculous at times. All the time.
We worry about what web page to be united to. pah!
I should turn the internet off completely but I wont. I'm not that X-treme.
Eh.
God is so good. The bible....the bible has so much GOOOOOD stuff in it. AH. It's amazing. It's like, you can read a book (and I love reading) and get so much out of it and then....forget about it a week later.
But the bible you hold on to for life. It FILLS you. hmmmm...so good. Dear Xanga,
I wont delete you. Not yet. But....we're not the greatest friends anymore. We've lost touch, went seperate ways.
And .....I regret to say this but, you've been replaced.
We can still be friends.
I'm just not going to hang out with you as much. Ok?
dont be upset. goodbye. |
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| I am living in Arkansas! How crazy is that??
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Well. I'm leaving again for ywam on Saturday. That's like four days! It's so crazy to me. Exactly a year ago today...September 4th I graduated from YWAM, Honolulu. It has only been one year since I graduated. Gosh. It feels like a lifetime. A loooong lifetime. But ya know, God told me what he wanted me to do and I'm doing it. It's just...
so different this time.
YWAM, Honolulu was exactly where I was suppose to be. It wasnt hard to leave. It wasnt emotional. I was sad to be leaving certain people but...it was five months. No big deal. It didnt bother me at all. It was easy to. I had all the money and more when I left for YWAM last April. This year I have JUST enough to get my foot in the door, and it's for a longer amount of time. But I know it will work out. It's God. Come one now.
But emotionaly....I am a wreck. I've been crying alot. SO much has happened in this past year. I'm really starting to see why God wanted me to come home. I really am. Like....this past year molded so much of my life. SO MUCH! It was definately the hardest year of my life, but it was also one of the best! I made some of the greatest friends a person could ask for. I have the most amazing man in my life! He just ....words cant explain.
Rich, thank you.
But yeah....I mean, I have some of the most incredible friends! And leaving them all...it hurts. Leaving this place where so much has happened and so many events....it's hard. It really is.
My heart hurts a little. alot.
But. I'm still excited. It's an awkward feeling being very sad and very excited at the same time. It's ....weird. It doesnt mix well.
But. I am. Both.
But yeah. For those of you who read this and have been in my life this past year, thank you. Thank you SO MUCH! With all of my heart I thank you.
Well, here's to Arkansas. ARK-Kansas. Where I will be spending September, October, November, and most of December. I will see you all on December 21st. Then I will depart again.
I love you.
And already miss you.
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